Dogs
“Did you ever wonder why dogs don’t have to stay on earth as long as humans do?
When our loved ones come home we always run to say “hello”.
We never pass up an opportunity to go for a walk.
We run, jump, and play daily.
We let people touch us.
We avoid biting when just a growl is enough.
On warm days we lay on the grass.
When we are happy we dance around and wag our tail.
And when dearest humans have a bad day,
We stay silent, sit close and gently snuggle with them to make them feel better.
Humans are born so they can learn how to live a good life,
Us dogs already know how to do that,
And that’s the reason we don’t have to stay that long.” -Source unknown
Sandy Hook Promise
I do hope the organisation helps prevent the deaths of more youth.
But still, it breaks my heart.
Goodnight, sweet puppy.
My dog of seventeen years named Sassie went to puppy Heaven today. She was the sweetest, most lovely dog you could ever meet. She had been deaf and blind for years. In current times all she could do was sleep. She was in pain a lot and my parents made the hardest decision to put her to sleep. The vet gave her a sedative and she passed away calmly without fear at 4:30pm today. She was more than a dog. She was my sister. At my lowest times she was there to comfort me. She never complained about anything. She loved everyone. I saw her last Christmas Day. My Mum called me yesterday to tell me that they were putting her to sleep. She had no quality of life, really. She got given plenty of roast lamb, beef, a Nutella sandwich and McDonalds. If I had known she was going to go I would have given her plenty more pats and love Christmas Day. My heart is broken. I'll forever miss her. I could never forget her. I know she's free now but we're grieving. I can barely see my screen through my tears. It looks like 2020 has taken another good soul-my sweet Sassie. I'll miss you, sweet princess. 
Sassie Born: December 2003 Died: December 2020
Covid and my life
Every one is suffering because of this pandemic but it's hard when you can't hold the person you love in your arms. But the distance won't separate us forever.
And J knows that I will forever love him. He's the best man I've ever met. J, know how much I love you, babe.
Broken Doll
It's been a while since I've updated. J and I celebrate two years together on Sunday.
I'm so lucky to have such a sweet man in my life. He's supported me through so much.
I have osteoarthritis in both knees. Potentially my back. It's in my jaw. Right now I have to limp along because my left knee hurts so bad.
Things with my mental health are not so great. Neither with my job.
Covid has been keeping J and I apart. We plan on being together in person, but our countries are keeping us apart due to this stupid virus.
I just want my J in my life.